Bernice 3 column

Saturday, October 8, 2011

Late*Night*Rant

I hardly had this kinda feeling. When someone bumped into your blog and said good things about your writings (Most of the times are unplanned). Unplanned when I didn’t plot any of those. Totally a random thots of mine were being published in the social media. I am flattered. Not because of the compliment (If it’s what they called it) but for those who really understand me inside out, they will know. How I put such a high admiration to those who called themselves a good thinker, to me, is a good writer as well. As for me, I am slowly climbing those walls. Started with my daily routine being written on public, and how I captured the audience with my travelogue (If I had any) plus how I looked on things and raised up issues from it. My goal is to be good at both. Not to say a speaker as me myself, most of the time regrets on what I have been saying so personally, I` d rather be observant and let my keyboard do the task.

I called myself a good listener, no doubt. They even said I will make a good counsellor but hell yeah. I am still human being. My ugly truth might have been hidden somewhere in my closets. Or in a case floating in the sea who knows? I wore smile mask on my face so that it reflects the happiness in me when the fact it doesn’t. I am just a girl with deep wounds inside. What you saw are not even quarter of me yet. I have many secret to tell. Lies are everywhere. Dont be fool on believing what youre seeing. I am not even myself at times. Thanks for those who happened to read this and hope it could relate on you in any ways. Well at least I could have climbed another step forward on becoming a good storyteller J

Till then.

Love me, F

Sunday, October 2, 2011

Untuk kamu yang terpaling dekat di sanubari

Di saat kamu mencari dia

Aku ada di depanmu

Menghantar getar rasa

Cuma aku seorang yang rasa,


Di saat kamu masih mencarinya

Aku tetap di depanmu

Melirik sedikit rasa

Cuma aku seorang yang rasa,


Di saat kamu bertemu dia

Aku masih di depanmu

Meminjam cuping berkongsi ceria

Cuma aku seorang yang rasa,


Di saat dia meninggalkanmu

Aku setia di depanmu

Menghantar duka berulam sayu

Cuma aku seorang yang rasa,


Di saat kamu bukan siapa-siapa

Tetap, aku setia di depanmu

Tidak berdaya meluah rindu

Masih, cuma aku seorang yang rasa.


T___T

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